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Nessa ([personal profile] warpweft) wrote2033-07-01 12:23 pm
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velluminous: (open those eyes)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's also the healing power of sex. which.

slowly, her hands open and fall from her damaged throat. an element of her can acknowledge, at a distance, the reasoning behind Nessa's suggestion. there are people here who would delight in making her life an even bigger hell if they found out about the collar—and a thousand times that if they found out while she was evidently trying to hide it.
]

There has to be—to be someone. Cleric, or something.

[ wizards don't get healing spells, either. not even scribes do. ]
velluminous: (shoulder the sky)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
It will not come off until I have paid his price. [ "a day or so". ] While I wear it, it heals.

[ but, Mammon! it would have fucking healed anyway, if she'd just bound her neck in a torn-up sheet! ]

Nessa. Lapochka. Please... please take me to washroom.

[ it's almost begging; like, you can imagine her begging for something nicer, in this tone. but it's still not sexy, not even with her half undressed and wearing a buckled collar for Nessa's use, because what she's begging for is the chance to wash away the blood. ]
velluminous: (open those eyes)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it works... mostly. she finds the paralysis faded, somewhat, and stiffly allows Nessa to lead her. releasing a shaky, hard breath of relief as she does ]

I want you to be safe here.
velluminous: (pray for me oh children)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she wrenches her blouse the rest of the way off and slaps it against the edge of the sink so the crack of it is loud in the room ]

And I am not letting you perish again under my care!
velluminous: (you'll never meet another me)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It is not about you not being able to protect yourself! It is about luxury of not having to! Of better life! [ again, she tugs at the immoveable leather collar ] Mammon—can I not want that for you?
velluminous: (thought the voice was me)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
No! That isn't—I you—

[ FUCK!!! she sits down hard on the edge of the tub. slouches. ]

I do not mean to be this way.
velluminous: (step into my own skin)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-16 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
What time is it...?
velluminous: (walked into the river)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-18 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ LONG ENOUGH ]
velluminous: (bite my tongue; swallow grief)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-19 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ she leans forward and puts her chin in one hand, then turns her cheek, so that she's not quite looking at her ]

My own fault. It will not happen again.
velluminous: (cannot sleep when all you do is cry)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-20 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's Absolutely Going To Happen Again

bumped! after a moment, she leans back, murmurs,
] Mm. Alright.
velluminous: (loot plot armor from NPCs)

[personal profile] velluminous 2023-07-20 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
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