...I wouldn't say "suddenly," really. It just sorta occurred to me. Even though I was in this situation with incomprehensible people looking for this 'void heart,' it was really important to me that I stick with it and finish it. Even if it meant facing off with scary Grandma. For the 'sake' of saving this person.
And it occurred to me that this person seemed concerned for my well-being and getting me safe.
--Then you add on the physical element and how they're pretty sexy, even when the sex has been in succubus-mummy form.
So, I started to think, maybe this is something beyond friendship and more like 'affection'.
I dunno. It's not exactly been easy for me but I'll figure that out.
...This feels like a digression. Like the rising action was building toward a climax but the author decided to spend a few chapters on world-building first.
It's not something that crosses my mind. Even in the real world, I find the complex alchemy of figuring out if someone is dateable to be tedious. It makes the whole thing so heatless and transactional, it might as well be another job. If I liked somebody, I would date them. Person or monster or sex demon or whatever. Or I would just say nuts to the whole thing and spend my time with Nell instead.
In this place, I'm even less inclined to think about it. I'm just doing what I want and not worrying about the consequences or how it'll affect my life after this place.
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And it occurred to me that this person seemed concerned for my well-being and getting me safe.
--Then you add on the physical element and how they're pretty sexy, even when the sex has been in succubus-mummy form.
So, I started to think, maybe this is something beyond friendship and more like 'affection'.
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Speaking of your well-being.
How is your sight doing? Has it started to return, yet?
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How did you confirm this?
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They said I can bargain for robot eyes that'll replace them, but that's it.
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I see.
What do you intend to do?
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...This feels like a digression. Like the rising action was building toward a climax but the author decided to spend a few chapters on world-building first.
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Anyway. Advice. You wanted advice, right?
What exactly do you think you want with this person? It sounds like you feel there may be some kind of an emotional connection, here.
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... Am I wrong?
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It's not something that crosses my mind. Even in the real world, I find the complex alchemy of figuring out if someone is dateable to be tedious. It makes the whole thing so heatless and transactional, it might as well be another job. If I liked somebody, I would date them. Person or monster or sex demon or whatever. Or I would just say nuts to the whole thing and spend my time with Nell instead.
In this place, I'm even less inclined to think about it. I'm just doing what I want and not worrying about the consequences or how it'll affect my life after this place.
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[there's a lot of silence over on this line from Fukawa.]
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Some of the people in this place are worth a bit more than they give themselves credit for.
DW DIDN'T SEND ME THIS NOTIF I'M SO MAD
So... is one of them... you know...
...me?
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[She thinks for a moment.]
Would you like to come over to Mochi for dinner? I can make pasta for the two of us.
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[There's a lot of heavy breathing and 'hehehe' giggling]
M-Maybe... if I don't trip on something and die on the way over there...
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Who's your doofus? Is it the same every week, or is it a new one?
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....Though he did possibly save our lives, too.
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The red-haired girl.
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...I don't think I've met her. I'd say 'I'll look out for her,' but, you know.
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